Am i on a right track?

Hey everybody.

Just read an article in the internet about the woman responsibility in Islam

and was thinking....

They said that if a girl don't wear hijab. Every single string of hair means thousand of years in hell. and that make me think harder, my heart beat like crazy.

I am afraid.

InsyaAllah. In God willing. i will one day wear hijab. :D

and i mean it.

MY NEW NEW YEAR RESOLUTION FOR 2012

is to be a good muslim. pray every single day. sedekah a smile everyday.

because i really do love Islam and strongly believe in Allah S.W.T and His power :'D

Najmin in 2011

AFS asked us to wrote about what are we going to say to our self after we came back from the USA. and this is what i wrote :D

Dear me,

Hey Najmin of tomorrow, i know this experience is an experience that you always dream of, When you first watched Field Trip USA, you were like amazed and wanted to be like them. Remember selection camp? you looked at all these people and you were like OH DANG! they are amazing people. You would never be like them but you proved yourself wrong. You can be whoever you want to be, Now, i'm really scared to talk to people and your english were like berterabur! Maybe you have become better now, but please BE TRUE TO YOURSELF! you really like the old you! at least i do now, among 49 people, you showed your personality. JUST DON'T CHANGE to bad please!! Change to a better person! Just smile a lot! and remember the time we wrote this letter you were writing on a chair and were looking at everyone and not knowing what it is like in America. seriously, you are blank right now. (looking at Satyan) haha, and Syafiq with his blue balloon, haha, capturing the moment. Maybe you will be like more confident now but just be yourself and and YAY! you are going to see IBU! right now you were like wondering how you gonna live for six month without her because she always there. GO SEE HER AND HUG HER! and you are very happy now because you are going to see QI ( for some reason ). Thats all,

yours truly,

NAJMIN ROSLAN

"This is what i wrote for me after six month and everytime i read it, i almost shed to tears. its almost a year now since i wrote this and i will forever read this just to keep myself on track even when i am evennn older :DD*

Reflecting 2011 :D

OMG,

2011 is almost come to an end.

and tell you what, I am so not ready for the new year :(

2011 had been very good to me, everything happen,

From a life changing experience to a step into a new stage of life, college :D

I have met tons of amazing people from different life and different world (as i may say)

making boundaries so small, i can't even see any differences between us all.

sisterhood and brotherhood that will last a lifetime,

New family were made in short matter of time,

this is not a poem as i am not that good at words.

but i am good at expressing my gratitude to everybody that appear in my life.

and they appear for a reason and thank god for making us bumping into each other life.

my way of life became very interesting and i see no reason for me to complaint.

i have no complaint.

ACHIEVEMENT IN 2011

*AMERICA

*Having Val and Paul as my hostparent :D

*Making friends with the Americans

*Stepping out from my comfort zone :D

*Being in a school play

*Being a part of the AFS and YES

*Meeting my AFSer and YESer!

*Was in FIELD TRIP USA!

*Met Qi :DD

*Improve my communication skill

*Learning new things every single day

*Graduate of Clay High School Class 2011!

*Appreciating Malaysia soo much more

*Coming back to Malaysia and felt the weather difference

*COLLEGGGEEEEE

*Meeting mooooorrrrreee new friends!

Tell you what, I have achieved more in 2011 then i did in my lifetime. I don't want to change it for the world and i know 2012 is gonna be better :DD hopefully.

signing of till 2012,

NAJMIN ROSLAN

Here some pictures, :::DD

A thought that count :D

A moment of silent to reflect. 

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A thing that you should know about Najmin Roslan. ( no jokes just truth, heee :D )

~ My real name is Najmin Bt Roslan (duhhhhh,)

Actually my parent thought that I would be a boy so they wanna put my name as Najmi as my sister name is Najla, but unfortunately -___- its a girl, so they put Najmin, so thats how i got my name. haha :D I like my name a lot :DD

~ Was raised in Langkawi my whole life
My kampung is actually not in Langkawi, my dad just work there, we got no other family there. just us. but being in Langkawi have its own advantages. I was raised in a peaceful place. no jam no social things. So, i love Langkawi. p/s : its duty free :D

~ My family's tradition is all about the dance

I would never trade this fact with anyone, I think my family is awesome because we all united with one thing. Traditional Dance. My mom and dad met each other while they were dancing and i think that was pretty awesome. How awesome when all your family ran to the tv set to see a dance on tv. haha. yeah, my family does that :DD

~ I in love with purple
Go figure, my bag, laptop, phone, hairband, watch, cekak, almost everything i want to be purple. :D , so if you wanna buy me gift, purple would be a great choice of color, haha :D

~ I suck in relationship :D
no hard feeling to my ex, i am not a great girlfriend. i love to make friend and if you the jealous kind, forget about it. and yeah, that's why i choose to be single to avoid any heartbroken to either me or the guy himself. but i love the feeling of love :D Its awesome! love rocks but i think ill pass and wait for the right moment and of course, guy! :D

~ I think a lot in my head
I love thinking, its the only time where people won't hear what you say and you will never get busted there.   Blog is a good place to say something but people can read it and judge you but in your head, you are safe! haha, i think mostly whatever that i did, i thinkkkkkk. haha :D like a lot. its not a bad thing right??

~ I giggle a lot
Oh god, how this is true! i did and no kidding, i really did. tell me a lame joke and if i don't laugh, something is wrong. haha. maybe im sad at that time or something. haha. when i nervous, i giggle, when i'm excited, i giggle. sometimes its annoyed me. hahaha. okay, no its not but maybe its annoyed people. sometimes. :DD soo giggle with me! :)

~ I always try to be the best
Its not like i'm over competitive or anything. its just for my own good. i always think to self motivated myself and sometimes it work. like the time i went to the hospital. i would stop and think how i can be here one day and walk proudly as a pediatrician. and i look at little kids and wonder how i can help them. I will always try but the reason was i am soo lazy, ohh wait.

~ I am lazy, for sure :D

I admit. this is the reason why my dad always mad at me till now, i really am lazy. god, help me and change me. since high school, i never really am that hardworking. the names for people that don't finish their homework. i would be that person sometimes. but somehow i manage to score and luck always by my side but that can change anytime. i will change, i promise! :DDD

I think that's it. These are the things that you should know about me :D

I am not perfect. no one is.

Too perfect is imperfect. 

All smiles, 

Najmin Roslan :D

small baby steps :D

It had been a month since college and i'm having so much fun!

and

i am myself most of the time

i made a lot of new and fun and exciting friends, and there were always ups and downs but thats the fun of it, imagine if roller coaster is only a flat ride. (no fun right?)

go figure :)

ASD1An

btw, here is my class picture. it is an awesome class.

upper from left : kakmirza, dinie, najwa, atul, kaksue, izaani, fatin, me, pah meera, atikah, izma and faezah
down from left : hadi, amirul, haseef, syazwan, hazwan, badrul and daizri
depan tue dok perasan sorg tue : acap aka ashraf, :D

hari hari terakhir seorang pengoyang kaki :)

HARI LAST NI AKU BOSAN TERUK!

TOMORROW GONNA BE ONE OF MY HISTORY IN THE FUTURE,

NAK CITA KAT ANAK2 AKU NNTI, HAHA

UiTM Arau, here i come

So yeahh, so esok aku akan jadi pelajar universiti. tapi aku pelik laa aku terus masuk 2nd Sem so aku kena work twice hard to actually catch up with everubody on my class. takut laa jugak tpi ramai yg believe in me and what is left is for me to believe in myself. so, aku rasa boleh jaa aku bwat! :DD

DON'T LET FEAR GETS YOU DOWN,

IF YOU PUT YOUR MIND AND HEARTS INTO IT,

YOU CAN DO JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING

My Future Studies

So yeaaah, As you guys don't know. I'll be going to enroll into UiTM Arau, Perlis doing Diploma in Science. I knowww, a looooong way to go to become a pediatrician. I really hope i can be one. I really wanna work with kids. They just so cute and i can be with them like everyday. 

They said that for your future, DO SOMETHING YOU REALLY ENJOY!, I know my biggest interest in my life is traditional dance. little kids and travelling. If i ever get all three of it in one job. I would be in heaven for sure. 

But having traditional dance as a career is not that safe, you know. What if, i spent all my life studying performing arts and for some reason my husband won't allowed me to dance no more. That's a bummer so I decided to make performing art as my part time job a.k.a hobbies. Its very safe! 

So, i go to the second, little kids. Easier said that if you like little kids so much, hey, get married and have children. haha. but no no. I just can't stand to see children around the world suffer you know. It just devastating. Little kids should be playful and fun and they have the sweetest innocent smile ever. haha. I just love them and that's why i wanna be a pediatrician. 

So, I'm gonna take this Diploma Science thingy and maybe gonna continue my degree in Med School anywhere in the world. I got to maximize my effort and i will do that. and that conclude my third interest, travelling :DD

btw. I'm not in any relationship and i think i don't wanna have one because I'm just donee! I better have this dreams comes true and the right person can just tag along anytime and i'll know when the right person is there and this time i'm thinking twice to avoid any heartbroken to either me or him because i suck in relationship! 

PEDIATRICIAN! SAVE THE KIDS! :DD

Field Trip USA Year 2 :)

Field Trip USA Season 2 is on air now!

Well, did i ever told you that i know about this YES program through Field Trip USA Season 1 and now look at me. I'm actually gonna be featured in Field Trip USA. WOW! when they said that dream don't really come true, they were really wrong and they should be ashamed of themselves. haha. So i really can't believe it. I got a chance to show them around my house and got a chance to spend one on one time with one and only Qi Razali ( i have this huge crush on him ) haha. I'm like the biggest fan! haha, and my episode is air on Oct, 19 and also next Wednesday. I really don't talk that much. I laughed like a lott!

haha. And i saw Paul and Val Virag and i really miss them so much! I can't believe i'm home already. I always have this feeling when i'm going to sleep. I close my eyes and imagine

i'm at my room in Ohio. And i always makes myself soo upset when i opened my eyes and realized i'm home but now i'm okay. I appreciated Malaysia so much and i see Malaysia in a different perspective now. I love Malaysia and sooo much proud to be Malaysian. :DD

Anyway! Here is a description that the Field Trip USA did about me. How cool is that, I hope i can show this to my grandchildren one day. HAHAHA :DD

cool right???

Paul Virag

Me and my dad (Paul Virag)

So here goes, In America. I promise my host dad, Paul that i would write about him in my blog so now i'm keeping my word. haha. Here things that you should know about my host dad, Paul Virag :DD

You should know that he soo cool and he knows it. haha. He is a simple guy and very relax. He don't like too many exchange student in his house except for me. He have too like me but eventually he like me unforced. haha. hey what not to like? haha.

And i remembered one day, I supposed to be auditioning for Spring One Act and i told him how nervous i am and I was really touched how he accompanied me inside my school until i find a friend to sit with. yeaah. He is cool like that. :D and he told me not to be afraid in anything and i will remember that. No worries :)

Me and him also had fun while playing the Wii games. hahaha. He got so mad how i always beat his high scores. haha. but he soo good at it too. so i think by now he already deleted my account so he is on top again. that's okay. I know that i'm on top. haha. anyway. other thing is that he is awesome photographer ( i bet he smiling reading this right now ) haha. yeaaah. he took a lot of photo of who else? me! haha. and we also took one to put at the wall by the staircase! It was awesome. 

I also remembered that we went sledding and i think he had more fun than me, haha. and we danced the at the wedding. We walked and looked for deer at the park, we played Rollerblade and lots more.

and let me tell you. Even though he is only there for me on the weekend but I had so much fun every weekend and I been looking forward for it. And now, that i can't even see him at all. I feel so sad but I know that I'll be back to see Val and him one day! 

So Paul, i did write a blog about you and it took me long enough. I'm sorry! haha

So, i hope you search about yourself again in the Internet and found this. haha

Tell Val, I miss her and I miss you too! till we meet again. 

Don't go crying in my bedroom. hahaha. just kidding. 

Your Malaysian Daughter, 

Najmin Roslan :D

My Driving :D

So, I have been driving lately and just got my L,

My driving instructor, Cikgu Hafizan is really nice. Well first i just love to look at him. not that he is attractive just somehow i don't know and i don't wanna know. haha.

And he is really good at teaching. He taught me how to park and i can do it on my own for the second time and that bukit thingy. urgghhh, haha. Stupid handbrake that is very hard to pull down. Make me soo nervous. And I'm going college in November, 16 so i have to take my JPJ test on November 2nd and he think i can do it. OMG. I just love driving. I can drive all day long. I did 3 hours out of 8 hours already and i'm pretty excited. I really hope that i can pass the test and my sister is going to graduate in 2 weeks. So my family might be going to KL and i might be not follow because of my driving thingy and i have to get ready because i realllyyy have to pass this. I hope my car didn't stop at the parking thingy and it didn't go down while going up the bukit. If so, I'm going to fail. I just have to get myself together. Can't get nervous! :DD

I can do it! :)

Will get my driver license :D

The Awkward moment in America :D

Hello :DD

So, as you all know. I went to America as an exchange student for 6 month. So i had experience most likely the most awkward moment that you have ever think of. :)

Well, its actually not that bad. :D

Its all happened one day at my high school. I went to school wearing on the new T-shirt that i bought in Washington DC. I went to Washington DC with my hostmom on a roadtrip. So, anyway, i went to school one day and everybody was looking at my shirt. I was actually quite happy with the attention like not everyday you get all this attention for an exchange student. So, one girl approached me and asked me 'is that a pot plant on your shirt?' and i was like confused. So. i just ignored it. When i arrived at my lunch table, my friends started to look at me and one of my friend told me she really like my shirt. Turned up i was wearing a pot plant T-shirt that i thought was a leaf. How stupid.

So, i was freaking out because my friend told me that i can get into trouble but they said not to worried much because i'm an exchange student but still, creating trouble is the last thing i wanna do.

But the most awkward moment was when everybody started to gather around my table just to see my 'pot plant' shirt and this one guy actually asked my out on a date. (nothing really happen) and when i was in my class after my lunch, one other guy came to me and said 'YOU'RE HOT' and i was like ooooookaaay! thats really weird and mostly awkward because you cant imagine how i felt at that time. AM I REALLLLY JUST GOT INSTANT FAMOUS? haha. but after that day. people continue to ignore me. HOW SAD! but it totally an awesome experience :DD

AWESOME AWKWARD MOMENT :DDDDD

and its good to be back!

Najmin Roslan

Langkawi Island, Kedah

MALAYSIA! :)

In AMERICA right now!!!

im in America right now, its already six month! almost going home, so fast time flies,

i read the previous blog that i wrote when i went for the interview and everything,

i cant believe it that im here, and im also a part of FIELD TRIP USA! gila kn,

2 tahun lepas aku tgk jaa program tue hoping to go one day and now, im here!

crazzyy life,

23 march we got our SPM results! and i got

5A 2B 3C

A suma teras and C suma science subject, hahaha

anyway, i am hosted in Oregon, OHIO! haha, its so great here,

my hostfamily , mom : Valerie Virag and dad : Paul Virag!

they are awesomeee! i love them soo much

who ever thought that an island girl can make a huge different in her lifee?,

even i dont believe in myself, now im more confident

and im ready to face anything that on my way to my success,

I'M GOING TO BE A PEDIATRICIAN! <3