Am i on a right track?

Hey everybody.

Just read an article in the internet about the woman responsibility in Islam

and was thinking....

They said that if a girl don't wear hijab. Every single string of hair means thousand of years in hell. and that make me think harder, my heart beat like crazy.

I am afraid.

InsyaAllah. In God willing. i will one day wear hijab. :D

and i mean it.

MY NEW NEW YEAR RESOLUTION FOR 2012

is to be a good muslim. pray every single day. sedekah a smile everyday.

because i really do love Islam and strongly believe in Allah S.W.T and His power :'D

Najmin in 2011

AFS asked us to wrote about what are we going to say to our self after we came back from the USA. and this is what i wrote :D

Dear me,

Hey Najmin of tomorrow, i know this experience is an experience that you always dream of, When you first watched Field Trip USA, you were like amazed and wanted to be like them. Remember selection camp? you looked at all these people and you were like OH DANG! they are amazing people. You would never be like them but you proved yourself wrong. You can be whoever you want to be, Now, i'm really scared to talk to people and your english were like berterabur! Maybe you have become better now, but please BE TRUE TO YOURSELF! you really like the old you! at least i do now, among 49 people, you showed your personality. JUST DON'T CHANGE to bad please!! Change to a better person! Just smile a lot! and remember the time we wrote this letter you were writing on a chair and were looking at everyone and not knowing what it is like in America. seriously, you are blank right now. (looking at Satyan) haha, and Syafiq with his blue balloon, haha, capturing the moment. Maybe you will be like more confident now but just be yourself and and YAY! you are going to see IBU! right now you were like wondering how you gonna live for six month without her because she always there. GO SEE HER AND HUG HER! and you are very happy now because you are going to see QI ( for some reason ). Thats all,

yours truly,

NAJMIN ROSLAN

"This is what i wrote for me after six month and everytime i read it, i almost shed to tears. its almost a year now since i wrote this and i will forever read this just to keep myself on track even when i am evennn older :DD*

Reflecting 2011 :D

OMG,

2011 is almost come to an end.

and tell you what, I am so not ready for the new year :(

2011 had been very good to me, everything happen,

From a life changing experience to a step into a new stage of life, college :D

I have met tons of amazing people from different life and different world (as i may say)

making boundaries so small, i can't even see any differences between us all.

sisterhood and brotherhood that will last a lifetime,

New family were made in short matter of time,

this is not a poem as i am not that good at words.

but i am good at expressing my gratitude to everybody that appear in my life.

and they appear for a reason and thank god for making us bumping into each other life.

my way of life became very interesting and i see no reason for me to complaint.

i have no complaint.

ACHIEVEMENT IN 2011

*AMERICA

*Having Val and Paul as my hostparent :D

*Making friends with the Americans

*Stepping out from my comfort zone :D

*Being in a school play

*Being a part of the AFS and YES

*Meeting my AFSer and YESer!

*Was in FIELD TRIP USA!

*Met Qi :DD

*Improve my communication skill

*Learning new things every single day

*Graduate of Clay High School Class 2011!

*Appreciating Malaysia soo much more

*Coming back to Malaysia and felt the weather difference

*COLLEGGGEEEEE

*Meeting mooooorrrrreee new friends!

Tell you what, I have achieved more in 2011 then i did in my lifetime. I don't want to change it for the world and i know 2012 is gonna be better :DD hopefully.

signing of till 2012,

NAJMIN ROSLAN

Here some pictures, :::DD

A thought that count :D

A moment of silent to reflect. 

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A thing that you should know about Najmin Roslan. ( no jokes just truth, heee :D )

~ My real name is Najmin Bt Roslan (duhhhhh,)

Actually my parent thought that I would be a boy so they wanna put my name as Najmi as my sister name is Najla, but unfortunately -___- its a girl, so they put Najmin, so thats how i got my name. haha :D I like my name a lot :DD

~ Was raised in Langkawi my whole life
My kampung is actually not in Langkawi, my dad just work there, we got no other family there. just us. but being in Langkawi have its own advantages. I was raised in a peaceful place. no jam no social things. So, i love Langkawi. p/s : its duty free :D

~ My family's tradition is all about the dance

I would never trade this fact with anyone, I think my family is awesome because we all united with one thing. Traditional Dance. My mom and dad met each other while they were dancing and i think that was pretty awesome. How awesome when all your family ran to the tv set to see a dance on tv. haha. yeah, my family does that :DD

~ I in love with purple
Go figure, my bag, laptop, phone, hairband, watch, cekak, almost everything i want to be purple. :D , so if you wanna buy me gift, purple would be a great choice of color, haha :D

~ I suck in relationship :D
no hard feeling to my ex, i am not a great girlfriend. i love to make friend and if you the jealous kind, forget about it. and yeah, that's why i choose to be single to avoid any heartbroken to either me or the guy himself. but i love the feeling of love :D Its awesome! love rocks but i think ill pass and wait for the right moment and of course, guy! :D

~ I think a lot in my head
I love thinking, its the only time where people won't hear what you say and you will never get busted there.   Blog is a good place to say something but people can read it and judge you but in your head, you are safe! haha, i think mostly whatever that i did, i thinkkkkkk. haha :D like a lot. its not a bad thing right??

~ I giggle a lot
Oh god, how this is true! i did and no kidding, i really did. tell me a lame joke and if i don't laugh, something is wrong. haha. maybe im sad at that time or something. haha. when i nervous, i giggle, when i'm excited, i giggle. sometimes its annoyed me. hahaha. okay, no its not but maybe its annoyed people. sometimes. :DD soo giggle with me! :)

~ I always try to be the best
Its not like i'm over competitive or anything. its just for my own good. i always think to self motivated myself and sometimes it work. like the time i went to the hospital. i would stop and think how i can be here one day and walk proudly as a pediatrician. and i look at little kids and wonder how i can help them. I will always try but the reason was i am soo lazy, ohh wait.

~ I am lazy, for sure :D

I admit. this is the reason why my dad always mad at me till now, i really am lazy. god, help me and change me. since high school, i never really am that hardworking. the names for people that don't finish their homework. i would be that person sometimes. but somehow i manage to score and luck always by my side but that can change anytime. i will change, i promise! :DDD

I think that's it. These are the things that you should know about me :D

I am not perfect. no one is.

Too perfect is imperfect. 

All smiles, 

Najmin Roslan :D

small baby steps :D

It had been a month since college and i'm having so much fun!

and

i am myself most of the time

i made a lot of new and fun and exciting friends, and there were always ups and downs but thats the fun of it, imagine if roller coaster is only a flat ride. (no fun right?)

go figure :)

ASD1An

btw, here is my class picture. it is an awesome class.

upper from left : kakmirza, dinie, najwa, atul, kaksue, izaani, fatin, me, pah meera, atikah, izma and faezah
down from left : hadi, amirul, haseef, syazwan, hazwan, badrul and daizri
depan tue dok perasan sorg tue : acap aka ashraf, :D