Old Essay :) This is funny.

This is like half my essay that I wrote. I don't know where the rest go but its funny how I found it in my pendrive. :) I miss this moment. Okay, I'll shut up about America after this. LOL

"Like I said, living with a coordinator can be really tough. There is always something that I shouldn’t known and something I shouldn’t share with people but most of it is fun. By living with my mom, I manage to help in finding host families for next year students. I been to more than 4 houses to look around their house and get to know the families. It just feel so different to see how the choosing process when on. I even promote them to host a Malaysian student but unfortunately the Malaysian student’s profile is not available yet but wouldn’t it be fun to do something like that. I also realized that no one can mess around with Local Coordinator because they know everything!  

I have been to Clay High School for 5 month now. There are more than 1200 students in that school make it is a huge school. I remember my first day of school, getting lost in there and became mad because I can’t figure out how to open my locker. Trying to make friends is the hardest part but it makes you realized that you just have to be yourself and people that can accept that is your real friends. I make friends with a lot of different people and I tried not to judge them by their appearance. One thing I learned here, even though their looked scary and weird but some of them are really nice. 

I had been participating in Show Choir and Drama Club in my school. The Drama Club in my school is called the Limelighter. I didn’t manage to be the cast of the Winter Musical, Bye Bye Birdie but I become the techie. Techie is the person in charge of the moving stuff and everything. It was a lot of fun. We have to wear all black and we painted our face with eyeliner to make animals and everything. It was fun. But I managed to be the cast Spring One Act where there a 3 plays and it was directed by student. I have become the Defense Attorney and I also got killed onstage. What more can I asked? I also had been initiated by the Limelighter. They played prank on the new people and then said WELCOME TO LIMELIGHTER! I am officially a Limelighter.

My life in America had been a dream come true. For me by coming here I manage to step out from my comfort zone and really becoming more mature and independent which I really need. I manage to see my country from the outside perspective and see America from the inside perspective. The thing that I learned here is more than enough to make me ready to start my college life back home."

Doing Laundry

Was doing my laundry the other day and sudden thought of America comes again, 

Me, Paul and Val used to do it all the time while I was there and Its more like a chores. 

It was fun. I enjoyed every little detail of it such as the coin changing thingy.

I won't lie, I would search for the states that I haven't have first before I gave it to Val. :)

And finally, we bought a washing machine and I remember me and Paul drove to the LaundaryMat to show off our new washing machine. That was hilarious that time. We just wanna show that we won't be coming around no more. We can just do it at home now :)

So now in college, I have to do it myself again and everytime I waited for the washing machine or the dryer to be done, I would recall all those memories that I will cherish forever, 

till next time , :)

najmin roslan

Almost done with Semester 2

Now its September and It almost the end of semester 2. 

The final starts at October,1 and I still not ready, I think. 

My weak subject are really a lot this time compared to last semester. 

I really had a little problem with Calculus this time and Chemistry. 

Last semester I was on the dean's list with GPA of 3.78 and I was very grateful :)

I got all A and 1B which is chemistry. (As I thought)

I just don't know chemistry by heart. Its hard.

But I know I can do it if I put my heart and soul in it :D
I can just do about everything :) 

And with my dad and mom's blessing .

I won't be home till final. I have to give it all. 

Put a little effort into it because last semester's result was a shock new for me.

I wasn't that serious about my study and I got that. 

What if I'm serious? I can get a lot more.

And for some reason when I told my dad about my result and he asked me if I gave my all?

I said yeahh but I know I didn't and he knows it. 

So I applied for JPA scholarship for diploma and I hope I can't get it :)

The resullt should be out anytime during this month so we just wait and see :)

just thought i keep you updated ,

till we meet again,

Najmin Roslan

Ease my pain, would you?

God, from this moment. I will only love you and only you.

 I'm a big believer in love with friendship and how could I ever be in love if friendship has already ruined. 

I shall free my soul and leave it to rest.

 I know this is for the best.

I'm outta here and definitely moving on. I'm smiling already :) 

Thats typical.
bye.

Flashback

Went to SK. Seri Negeri today and had a sudden flashback about the past. I spent my entire primary life there in that school and it makes me wanna tell you about my past. Its a sad and happy moment that I still remember it till now.

"Went walking down a hallway when it used to be big but now it looked so small, I can touch the ceiling. haha "

I started dancing for my school since I was 11 years old. That was the year the Kelab Kebudayaan was established so automatically making me and my friends the first ever batch of dancers and my mom was the trainer and still is up until now. I went performing for a lot of occasion. Did a performance for the Underwater World once and a big dewan like the Dewan Lima. I made lots of wonderful friends. Some of them even move to another places and I still don't see them yet. I miss them <3

Unfortunately, one of my dancing friend died on an accident. She one of my bestfriend. May she rest in peace. Amin.

Back to the point, I was very active in Pakaian Beragam back then in primary school when there was Hari Kantin and let me tell you. I rocked it. My mom used to dress me into Cik Siti Wan Kembang and one time, a ghost. haha. There still a guy from my school keep calling me Cik Siti Wan Kembang for some reason.

And also, Coral Speaking. The best part of it is just to be one of them. in Standard 4, I represented Langkawi in State Level. Unfortunately, we didn't win but the experience is worth it. in Standard 6, I was the conductor. yes. THE conductor. The one with the hand gesture. I remember when we were in the competition. I made a mistake by going down the thing *the place where the conductor stand* first before asking them to get out. haha. We won 2nd place then all the kids were pointing at me. like seriously guys? then the teacher came and told us the reason we didn't win is because they didn't smile. Haaa. not my fault. boo:p

Athletics. I admit I'm not the athletic kind of girls. I had a experience where I represent the red team (Mat Kilau) for 4x200. hahaha. as they passed the baton to me, we were on the third place at that time. As I was running, the girl who were extremely fast cut me in front then we got fourth place so no medal for us. Not my fault either, that girl was fast! haha. Then I stick with hurdles and long jump and high jump because I'm quite a jumper that time. no running. haha.

Girl Scout. well not actually girl scout. I was a PBSM that time. I remember one time where we had a camping at the school's field. It was fun. I remember on the Malam Kebudayaan. We did a impromptu performance where we acted a comedy and it was actually pretty funny and we won. We all just went to the stage with our own head making lame jokes which actually funny. It was a shocker but we won :D happy.

Library's prefect. Hell yeah. Library is the place we hang. Not like we are a nerd or something but we definitely went there when there are no teacher in class and recess. We looked into books and everything involved book stuff thing. and yes, its the place I go to for a date. Lame! =__='

I did had a lot of fun in primary school. I still remember the day we gonna took UPSR. I still remember the secret door in my classroom where we used to hide in it. I remember the scary toilet and when we change to our PJ clothes in there. I remember that rombongan to KL. I remember after UPSR activities where we played Futsal. I remember we were making Guinness Malaysian Book of Record for making lots of Wau Bulan and mine got stolen so I had to make another one. Thats a bummer. I remember someone gave me a letter saying I like you and asking me to meet at one place and I was so scared I told my sister. Bodoh gila. HAHA.

I'll forever remember SK. Seri Negeri

Najmin Roslan

1 Teratai, 2 Teratai, 3 Teratai, 4 Teratai, 5 Teratai and 6 Teratai. :D

First semester DONE!

Come to think of it. I did have fun. I remember the first thing I thought when I found out that I was placed in UiTM Arau, I was pretty sad. I will be like far away from my AFS friend. I will be left out and its gonna hard to see them again. I can't volunteer like the rest. No YES Picnic or Camps. But if you think about it, life is soo full of good things even if you hated it.

The past 4 month in college taught me good things. I was very lucky to have such a fun roomates. They are soo crazy in a way I can't explain. I will remember the time all three of us spent the entire night taking pictures with my webcam and talked about life and 'feeling' , making not so important poster and hang it to the wall and stuff. We are crazy and soo much more. You guys are like the two people that I shall miss the most next semester.

Thanks Shiera Mohamed and Nur Azri Liyana <3

Liyana, Najmin and Shiera

4018/Dahlia

Our poster. hahahahaha. :D

And my classmate, they are the best. I really glad that I have them to help me go through all my 6 semester. Most of them know the real me already. The real NAJMIN ROSLAN. sound mysterious right? haha. no laa. the real me is very childish and not matured at all, if you care to know and thank god they appeared to be very caring and sister-like sometimes. I need those stuff. haha. well, thats the down of being the youngest. :D I realized now we don't actually have a picture of all of us. Now I can't post pictures. Dang it! What a waste.

Me in Arau is like finding new people and discover new places. I won't know in Arau, I can eat soo much PizzaHut that I don't think I ever can have another Pizza anymore. I felt bad for the pizza delivery guy. I wonder how many trip he did to UiTM? hurm? I'm guessing a lot?? and I can stay up late studying. yes. I remember SPM, i hated study like a lot. My dad also didn't happy about it but here, its different. Maybe because of the pressure. I guess this is how you supposed to feel if you lived in asrama penuh. I never so I never know. hehh. is that acceptable? no? who cares. I still hate studying :b

Now that I'm home. I'm thinking of so many things.

I need to start running, dancing and stuff like that.

I NEED TO MOVEEE!

Well, I guess that's it. Gonna make my mom and dad feel like they have enough of me while I'm home. Till we meet again. :D

My Dancing Family :DD

A photo that explain all! :D

I just love them <3

Relationship

GOOD THINGS COME TO

 THOSE WHO WAIT

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A Year Anniversary :D

A year has passed.

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It has been a year since i took a plane from Malaysia to the other side of the world.

I know its not a big deal to you.

but I have a family there.

Val, Paul, Brandon, Theresa, Amy, Papa Frank, Aunt Mel, Alyssa, Madison, Evan, Tyler, Jayden,

Friends,

Nikki Calumpang, Asha, Kennedy, Kate, Taylor, Kelli, Sam, My drama peeps, choir peeps,

A LOT

I remember my first day in Ohio. I arrived in a very small plane to a town called Toledo. I walked anxiously to the arrival and then saw a group of people holding up my name on a cardboard and balloons and there i saw my mom and she introduced herself.

I AM VAL AND I AM YOUR MOM :D

I was speechless, i never thought i would get such a greeting. My local coordinator, Nacema was there too and so did 3 exchange students from Indonesia, Philippines and Thailand.

I was stunned and tears fall down within seconds.

I remember holding the balloon and it flew to the atmosphere because it was too windy and COLD. I smiled :)

then, i jumped into my mom's red jeep and we had a little talk before we reached home, and it was awkward because it was the first time i met her and i don't even know her but she makes it very comfortable.

We went to Walmart to buy a drawer for me and she bought for me a pillow and she asked me, what is my favorite color? and i said PURPLE. and she took the purple pillow and gave it to me. :DD

First picture in Ohio:)

We went back to the car and we called Paul. I talk to him and he said, we will meet soon. and i was like oookaaay. haha. still a bit awkward.

So, i went home and slept ( JET LAG )

then i woke upp, Paul was there and i hugged him and i still remember he told me that i smell nice (HAHA) and he told me that he going to call me Naji because he can't say my name. :D

So, right now, i'm imagining what are they doing right now and i know they would be under a blanket, Paul would get the woods for the fireplace and they would watch movies and Paul would happily go out and snow blow the roads and they would wear socks in the house (i didn't wear sock the first day and Val was like 'are kidding me?' haha. :D and hot guy would slipped his car into the drain in front of our house ( wait, i'm not going to be there! nooo!) haha. and they would have 6cm of snow and they would just stay at home because its too dangerous to go out, and hot chocolate. emmm.

I MISS THE SNOW AND MORE IMPORTANTLY I MISS THE THINGS THAT I DID WITH PAUL AND VAL DURING WINTER :D

person that thankful for everything,

Najmin Roslan :D