how should i lie ?

this year is all gone from fun to disaster..
i woul consider myself being hate by SSS.he just a bomb waiting to explode..
wait a minute, im a bomb waiting to explode..
if he tries to make fun of me again..
im going to smack his face n it will not look like his face..
got it? :((
n teacher was very mad at him n he hav to sign the borang slh laku..
then, i feel terriblely bad..i dont want him to get in trouble..
well the borang settle it..:))
that night i have tuition class with him n he said something in chinese
it was like ....aiman....pecat.....
i noe what he said..
it will probably mean like
me n aiman want sir to pecat her as pengerusi right now..
i said that because aiman was mad at me also the same day..
i was exploding on the inside!!!

The next day,

Aiman was still mad and so did SSS..
but like i care..he wouldnt touch me or anything
cuz im not as weak as he would think..you pig!!
soo..i was mad also but the other night..
soo i told syuhada bout the pecat thing n she said aiman refuse to do that..
how could i accuse aiman..she my friend!!
n talking bout aiman..she planning on going out with this boy..
i think she losing her mind..ish3 aq nie..haha
n she told her parent well at least her mom that she hav classes..
n then her mom called me and ask me where she is??
i was terrified to death..i can feel my heart beating as fast as F1 car
n she said 'if there any class going on at school??'
n i said 'no.(still terrified)..i dont think s0'
then..there were a slight pause..
she she said ' nvm..thankyou'
n then i hung up..n after that i feel terrible..
i should hv lied but i cant cuz im not good at it..
soo..i texted her mom n said ' maybe she at poetry class'
then i called aiman n told her evrything..
i know she did a bad thing cuz she lied..
but im trying to save her butt this time!!ergghh..idiot me..
that all laa..hope shell be allright..

day by day passed by..
aq nk g cycling n g released tension kat pantai..
with shahida n shafikah.,,haha..
will always have fun..

tada :))

what a year it has been

hey guys,

have u ever thought that a girl like me would grow up. haha.. in fact. i just did..im nearly 7 teen..it really weird when i read my previous post n thinking how much had i grown this year..ermm..my life..obviously i will have my real big exam this year..it is SPM..the most thrilling n exciting exam of the year!!if i mess this i mess up my life..haha..i wont have my dream job n end up swinging my legs..haha..its mean noo job..haha..but to think bout it..it just a matter of time n i have soo much experience..i will miss school next year n i wont doubt it..i gonna miss doing note (like i do now) haha..n of course hanging out with my friend..im trying to enjoy the present know..as i know we all will go our separate ways..n by that time i will definite looking forward for the reunion cuz i had spend my entire high school life with all of them n i know im gonna miss them..

woahh..im totally had become serious since my last post..haha..but i still have a lits of fun..i just done with the GEOPARK FAIR..its an international event n we dance there..what a time i had with the teknik boys n the tungku putra girls n of course my school girls..we did a hard routine that can make ur butt feel numb..haha..but i enjoyed it..my school life is the same n my love life is hopeless..haha..thats it i guess..till next year..hahaha...

10 A+ for SPM!!
i cant do it
like my dad always say
'stop worrying n start studying'
haha,, :))

a brief of my entire form 4 life started from the new year till now!!!!

Im form 4 already..thats mean im 16..whoa..so fast time fly..it was like yesterday i got my UPsR result n now my PMR result..whoa..okey..my life..erm..started up pretty good..i got a good class..good class teacher..good classmate..n i got myself being 'kaki jln' with syuhada...haha..she got a bad girl image but she actually pretty nice n crazy..like me..sometimes im afraid that im not up to her standard but now i thnk we been a very good buddy n that dun worry me anymore..about the subjects..its soooo damn hard..n i was thought that i cannot survive form 3 but believe me..we cant survive form 4 without the brain n the time..luckily i got the brain..huhu..n soo not have the time..im soo busy with my dancing career n some other school activities...

Talking bout activities n my dancing career..i got a major performance in my hand..n i became more n more famous in that school..cool huh??haha..but i actually dont care..haha..really??nooo..i care..haha..n i just went to the state level dance competition n actually got third place..soo sad..we were very good actually..but they just think we are to good 4 the next competition..idiots!!!n my family went to watch the competition n kedah didnt win..haaaaahh...in ur face!!!!o0kay..enough bout this...cuz it annoy me soooooo bad!!!i like to shoutttt out loud n tell them that we work our ass off for this competition,,n the winner is not that good..wrong choice of music..they should be disqualified!!

Futhermore,waaahhh..im improving my english right now!!haha...n we will celebrating ramandhan in a few days..waaaahh..sooo cant wait..it will be soo cool when everybody would fast except for the non-muslim larh...but looking through the window and found out that everybody wake up early for sahur..its just soo fun n my mom would cook delicious food for me n my family..n there will be only the three of us in the house..my mom,my dad n me!!being the 'ank tunggal' but definitely not being brat at all...

N my exam..gosh...the pre mid year is soo easy n when it come to the mid yeah exam..i almost die on my seat..hahaha..for the first time in my life,..i failed!!!!!!!!!!the first time!!im so sad..i totally dont want to look at the red colour pen on my report card..pity me!!!but everything got what that called in english,,ahhhh,,,'hikmah',,..yeah..everybody not perfect..including me...now the pre final exam is coming on 16,17 n 18 August..n i dont read a thing..haha..

My life is just as the old one..im becoming more feminine now..i noe im a little bit tomboyish when it come to talking..even my friend call me 'dude'..haha..thanks ashraaf!!but now im a little feminine n pretty good in styling..haha..i wanna look good now..stand out of the crowd baby!!hhaha,..n i have a lot of tuition classes..well if u have 10 subjects,tuition is what u need...seriously..or u will be very left out..haha...im just trying to become single as long as possible..i can do it..dont worry..n in fact..im a loyal person!!haha...im loyal to one and only..my god!!

I think that all..i know i should be telling it briefly but im having fun writing this blog..haha..haha..that all bout my sweet sixteen life..nothing interesting actually but i love it soooo much n never want to replace it...
thats all..
bye2
till we meet again!!haha..

wooaaahh..its been toooo long..

HEY...its been toooo long since i last write this blog..haha..n in this blog i did say bout my exam right..wellll!!!great news!!!!i got 7A 1B...cool huh???haha..i even cried that day..so unbelieveable..now im form 4..its been 8 month..my class is 4sT 1..its a pure science class..n now my life is miserable enough..that guy i told u about is gone!!not dead but gone..it really sad but i just have to get through it..he didnt like me!!just get over it najmin..ull be fine..that all..
love everybody who read this!!!
muahxxx!!!haha..
bye2..

weeeee!!!!!!

hey...

maybe u guys were wondering why my title go 'weeeee'..hahaha
this is because i am happy...duhh!!

well...the guy that i admire told me he likes me...
that should be something that can make my day..
huhu..

and i have to spend my entire should be free holiday practicing for the 1o day show at kraftangan..
but it will be fun cuz i like dancing so bad...
yeah..

well gotta go..wanna watch olivia..
wuekkkksss...
bye..
ill keep posting..
assalamualaikum..

hey everybody..today i gonna tell you what happen this exhausting week...

3rd November 2008...

Me and my friend went to Langkawi Playsmart..they organized this activities for PMR candidate to spend their freedom day. in this activities we have to build a robot. which was hard at the first but me and my team create a strategies ..which we looked around us and see what other people doing and tried to copy it...haha..very funny

pic: my team..aiman,iera n hanif

well we did made it..it was awesome...TO US..haha.and we have to fight with others school team and be number one. but i noe we never gonna made it..we have like 4 school and every school have 4 team which not include our school..all together we have more than 20 team..

pic: our robot..(under construction)

And then we have to fight in this small and colorful ring that surrounded with balloon..i was wondering what the balloon are for..after this bro explain to us..then we understand..our robot will be attached with needle..then our robot has to move and 'pop' the balloon..it a little bit confusing cause we don't noe how the robot will move cause they didn't provide us with wheel or something..after some times we were told that the robot will move because of the vibration that we have to make ourselves..it was hard but i have a good team..

pic: the colorful rings..

And yeah...we did lose..hahaha...but it was again..fun..i hope next year they will organize activities like this again...other team from our school got fifth place..that good..i guess..haha..each team got a hamper and a souvenir from pertosains..and the first place got..what other than a ladybug robot..a real robot!!!i think it was cool but nevermind..we will try harder next year..

pic: our school team..
p/s..look how huge the hampers!!and that for losers!!but my team are not in this pic

But at the end..we all learn a good lesson..robots are cool..i wat one now..haha..but i think it gonna costs me lots of money..and to prevent robots to take over the world i probably should not buy it..hahaha...lots more activities coming soon...

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hey,hey,hey...it me..

i just wanna tell u guys that its been a fun week..fun as in funfun..
i just gotta said that is a day that am finally intertwined which is good(i guess)
but at least im happy..like very happy but keeping my mouth shut is a good thing..
no need to show off...right??? i dont know but who cares!!!!

u noe what..
i just got a call from somebody and ask me to sing!!!as in in his band..
that freakin fun but i hav to reject it course other plan but it made my day ofc..
that all i guess..nothin interesting bout my life..it just the same old day every day..
but good thing keep happening to me so yeah i mean yeahyeah
i just thank to god and dont forget to pray course its wajib!!!

that all..
askum suma..
gudluck 4 ur result course im freakin nervous bout the result
u know i have my dad to impress!!!!!