how should i lie ?

this year is all gone from fun to disaster..
i woul consider myself being hate by SSS.he just a bomb waiting to explode..
wait a minute, im a bomb waiting to explode..
if he tries to make fun of me again..
im going to smack his face n it will not look like his face..
got it? :((
n teacher was very mad at him n he hav to sign the borang slh laku..
then, i feel terriblely bad..i dont want him to get in trouble..
well the borang settle it..:))
that night i have tuition class with him n he said something in chinese
it was like ....aiman....pecat.....
i noe what he said..
it will probably mean like
me n aiman want sir to pecat her as pengerusi right now..
i said that because aiman was mad at me also the same day..
i was exploding on the inside!!!

The next day,

Aiman was still mad and so did SSS..
but like i care..he wouldnt touch me or anything
cuz im not as weak as he would think..you pig!!
soo..i was mad also but the other night..
soo i told syuhada bout the pecat thing n she said aiman refuse to do that..
how could i accuse aiman..she my friend!!
n talking bout aiman..she planning on going out with this boy..
i think she losing her mind..ish3 aq nie..haha
n she told her parent well at least her mom that she hav classes..
n then her mom called me and ask me where she is??
i was terrified to death..i can feel my heart beating as fast as F1 car
n she said 'if there any class going on at school??'
n i said 'no.(still terrified)..i dont think s0'
then..there were a slight pause..
she she said ' nvm..thankyou'
n then i hung up..n after that i feel terrible..
i should hv lied but i cant cuz im not good at it..
soo..i texted her mom n said ' maybe she at poetry class'
then i called aiman n told her evrything..
i know she did a bad thing cuz she lied..
but im trying to save her butt this time!!ergghh..idiot me..
that all laa..hope shell be allright..

day by day passed by..
aq nk g cycling n g released tension kat pantai..
with shahida n shafikah.,,haha..
will always have fun..

tada :))