Prom pictures!

dinner table..im wearing kebaya!:D

I'm being obviously hungry..haha..(next to me is yati)

haha..damn funny! :D

Posing after the event..soo much fun!(I'm with Faris)

In the way of obtaining world peace. I just can't wait. If i ever have the chance to go to America, it will be icing on the cake. The kind of holiday i would drag myself do after the long and tiring SPM exam. i just found out that YES is establish after the 11 September tragedy to build bridges of international understanding between people of America and the people in countries with significant muslim population. It also the way to show to people that we are NOT terrorist. haha. People might say that'

At school today on 28/7/2010....

I just find out that my dad has been promoted. Thats a good new but it still sad bcuz i hear it not from my dad, my teacher told me. i am soo happy for my dad. he deserve it. and i also have my name called on the assembly. that because i got 6th place on sajak competition..haha,.soo terkejut. i got this broken file which is very disturbing to me.. aahhh geram..haha.. and a mechanical pencil..cool..

at 30/7/2010

its prom night.....i went there actually with my mom. and then she left me alone, fortunately i have my friend around. and i was the only one with the kebaya,. all people wear this dresses and gown but i went traditional which am soo proud of. haha..i will upload the picture as for now my friend have it bcuz my phone was out of battery that day which not allow me to take tons of picture of myself.,haha..its very awkward to see my ex there.. haha. i actually miss him. he is very nice person and very stylish too. i was soo stupid but we have move on to our separate ways which i think is much more better. the prom is actually a little boring as it all involve with the committee soo the none committee just have to sit around and enjoy the show and doing nothing. which is pretty much what i do. haha. but all and all, i have a blast with my fellow friend as it is the last year of me to my beautiful and amazing school. MAHSURI,. you will forever be remember trough 7th generation as the legend says,,,haha..

Omigod..One step ahead on going to America!

i just check the shortlisted and i'm one of it.

damn crazy.

im soo excited..

just receive the letter today..

Date : 7th & 8th August 2010

Venue : Quality Hotel, Shah Alam

Have to read up facts and figures, history and geography of Malaysia and America..

Oh noo..Dont feel like reading..haha..

thats all..

will keep you update..

What u see is what u get daddy..:(

i just had a bad week!

Its was honestly terrible. i got on this huge fight with my dad and didnt turn out very good :(

It all started when i was asking my dad about the chemistry and physic tuition class..

Its was soo random and i didn't mean anything harm..then it was all started to happen..

He started to lecture me with his word ( mmg pedih! :( )

He told me that i just want this classes because i was soo lazy to study by myself..

I just want to say dad.......i want to improve in the way u want me to be..is that wrong to you??

Its just very hard for me to keep up to your standard daddy..i'm just a normal girl..can u just accept that??

It may be hard for u but don't u think it will be hard for me too???

It really hurt when u told maksu n paksu that u have stop having faith to me..

what???????????? it was DAMN sad ok..

How would u said such thing and i know u mean it..it was deep and it will haunt me 4ever..

Next..its also hurt when you say that my 7A for my PMR was just luck..what do u mean?

I worked my ass out for that 7A and i thought u would be proud of me. oh! how im wrong..

I didn't even got anything for that matter but i just keep on silent cuz i thought maybe u are proud of me..:(

You just don't trust me.. i'm your daughter..

What u say is making me lose all my confident..and my spirit to keep on trying..

and now! u don't even want to speak to me??ur very own daughter??

that sacrifise all her teenage life what his dad to be proud of her..to make her dad likes her..

i dont even allowed to take licence,,

"A GIRL NEED A LOVE FROM HER FATHER"
i alway thought u love me..but its soo hurt that even a thing can't take the feeling away..

i will try daddy..i will try my best..

eventhough i dont got ur trust anymore...

im not giving up,,cuz u never thought me to give up..

giving up is for loser......im not a loser..

I will try, For you

ROSLAN MUSTAFFA

AFS experience..

It have been a week since i went to the interview..

it was awesome.

what i really want to gain is experience.

the first thing i remember is that the night before it was crucial..

i was terrified as it is.

i even wrote the thing that i plan to talk in the interview..haha..

the interview : 22 June 2010

2.00-5.00 pm

I first arrived there with my mom..

i sit there doing nothing and was holding my certificate along.

i saw a lot of people that i think is very very educated.

theres people coming from MRSM , Science school.

they are all very high compared to a normal school student like me..

i was very humble and alone because i'm the only one from Langkawi..

then, they started to play games..and we got along pretty fine actually.

and the games were fun too..i have soo much fun..

then, when its time..they called my name...

i remembered myself jumping and fixing my scarf before i enter...

it was heart-stomping moment....i was afraid...

then i start knocking on the door..i saw three interviewer and they were all looking at me..

i get in and give my best smile..:D

then they ask me question as follow :

interviewer

najmin

hi..

hi, nice to meet u..

ermm..najmin, what do you know about the history of AFS?

*GULP* i know that AFS is all about sharing and respecting people..i also know that AFS started after the 9/11 accident and they tried to close the barrier between the muslim community

(i know this bcuz i watch the FIELD TRIP USA):D

hurm..ok..why we should pick you?

you should pick me because as the traditional dancer, i have the talent and the determination to be one of the exchange student.

what do you know about the culture of other races?

do you know that every sregion in Malaysia have it own traditional dance? like in Kedah, we have Jerai, Layang Mas and Ayam Didik..i also know the indian dance which is the Barathanatyam and the chinese which is the Lion dance. through food, the indian have the Murukku and the chinese have the Mooncake..

what do you know about the mooncake festival?

*double gulp* i know on that day they ate a lot of mooncake..

(ouch ! mess up pretty bad here!)

are you open-minded?

yes. i think..because i come from a very supporting family. they really open minded about anything. so yeah.. i am open minded..

(she look clueless after listening to me..oh no!)

najmin..what if your host family have a dog? what will you do as a muslim?

i just have to tell them that i can't touch the dog. i can only touch the dog if we both dry.

what if they don't understand?

i just have to tell them and if they do nothing about the matter. i just have to stay away from the dog.( laughing)

then, what if your host family eats pork, then wash the utensil then cook meal for u??

i would just have to explain to them on the beginning about my religion. i respect my religion and i hope they will too. if they don't understand, i just have to find other food to eat..if there are none.."DARURAT"

what if your host family when to church and ask you to follow?

it would be okay if i just follow, but if they ask me to sing or anything. i won't do it.

ermm..do you want to see picture..

(i showed them my dad picture)

my dad is an English teacher in SMT Langkawi

(them my mom studio)

my mom have a lot of traditional costume that can be rent..

(and all my dancing picture)

that all..

then, i went back to the waiting room and enjoys more games..

it a wonderful experience..

it will be better if i get selected..

i always one to be an exchange student...i will keep praying..,

dont know if i get in..:D