What u see is what u get daddy..:(

i just had a bad week!

Its was honestly terrible. i got on this huge fight with my dad and didnt turn out very good :(

It all started when i was asking my dad about the chemistry and physic tuition class..

Its was soo random and i didn't mean anything harm..then it was all started to happen..

He started to lecture me with his word ( mmg pedih! :( )

He told me that i just want this classes because i was soo lazy to study by myself..

I just want to say dad.......i want to improve in the way u want me to be..is that wrong to you??

Its just very hard for me to keep up to your standard daddy..i'm just a normal girl..can u just accept that??

It may be hard for u but don't u think it will be hard for me too???

It really hurt when u told maksu n paksu that u have stop having faith to me..

what???????????? it was DAMN sad ok..

How would u said such thing and i know u mean it..it was deep and it will haunt me 4ever..

Next..its also hurt when you say that my 7A for my PMR was just luck..what do u mean?

I worked my ass out for that 7A and i thought u would be proud of me. oh! how im wrong..

I didn't even got anything for that matter but i just keep on silent cuz i thought maybe u are proud of me..:(

You just don't trust me.. i'm your daughter..

What u say is making me lose all my confident..and my spirit to keep on trying..

and now! u don't even want to speak to me??ur very own daughter??

that sacrifise all her teenage life what his dad to be proud of her..to make her dad likes her..

i dont even allowed to take licence,,

"A GIRL NEED A LOVE FROM HER FATHER"
i alway thought u love me..but its soo hurt that even a thing can't take the feeling away..

i will try daddy..i will try my best..

eventhough i dont got ur trust anymore...

im not giving up,,cuz u never thought me to give up..

giving up is for loser......im not a loser..

I will try, For you

ROSLAN MUSTAFFA