wuhhoo..
its the best birthday ever,,
i got tons of wishes that i appreciate soo much..
n my mak long gave me a watch fir my birthday...
splendid - its casio,,n its purple n its all i ever wanted..haha
n my mom..she gave me a new phone..its LG KM555e..with wifi,,
im so grateful..now what im going to do is to A's my exam.,.haha
my dad gave me a RM5o note,,i gave it to my mom cuz she buy me a new phone..haha
n my bestfwen show up on my birthday n so did SO..
he gave me a teddy bear kowt..great..haha..chomel..
n fildza gave me a stuffed monkey which is also cute..
he take it from the sheraton hotel for free cuz his dad work there..
its good to be seventeen..
cuz i can have my driving license..haha
but my mum n dad insist me on getting it after my SPM..
gosh,,its like monthhss from now..
i cant bare it..haha..but my mom had taught me a little about cars..
haha..i just cant wait..im getting olderrrrr...
it my mid year exam..
gosh..so harddd..
it easy on the first day cuz its only got bahasa..
then on the second day it is sejarah (history!!)
its sooo harddd...it think ill fail..
n the have bio n chemistry n physic n bla bla bla..
my mind right now is soo blank..fuckk..
butim confident i can get full A on my SPM..
u just wait n see...
that all..
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NAJMIN...:))
haha..geez,,.thanks myself..
tata :))
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Monday, April 26, 2010
should i or should i not ?
hurmmm..
have u ever in a situation where u hving second thought
or should i say, second feeling..
hv ever have someone mke u feel soo happy.
n the next day u feel soo not happy..
just like a friend who u hv that was soo fun to be friend with..
n the next day. u feel soo different
it just an example okay !
haha..i know..that how life ought to be..
hving relationship????
or having great result??
will u or will u not focus if u in a relationship??
u will nvr figure it out..
haha..im trying to give question as i move along to the story..
ehurrm (clear throat)
there this guy..should i give a nickname..
ermmm...SO..no one will know except for my friend (syuhadaaa)
this SO becoming my friend on the social website..
turn up he is from my school..
eventually we start smsing..
haha..n i turn up goood, i think..
cuz for a second there i thought im in love again..
it a big thing cuz i hve a hard time falling in love.
after my first ever broken heart..
eventhough we never ever date..
n eventually SO ask for my love...
haha..i freak out for a second there n then realise that i dont want to be a couple..
i just want to be 'just me'...
n its hard cuz SO really think i like him..
bcuz of 'the till midnight smsing...'
n i do like him for a second...
then im not....i know...
im soo bad...i shouldnt do that..
do i still have feeling to my first ever broken heart person??
that i cnt accept anybody else accept him...im terrified..
i cant hurt his feeling as because i would just be like the one who broke my heart..
or l will just say it nicely..
i can do this!!!
how bout the =
NO COUPLE TILL SPM!!
haha..i keeping the promise..
wish me luck..:p
have u ever in a situation where u hving second thought
or should i say, second feeling..
hv ever have someone mke u feel soo happy.
n the next day u feel soo not happy..
just like a friend who u hv that was soo fun to be friend with..
n the next day. u feel soo different
it just an example okay !
haha..i know..that how life ought to be..
hving relationship????
or having great result??
will u or will u not focus if u in a relationship??
u will nvr figure it out..
haha..im trying to give question as i move along to the story..
ehurrm (clear throat)
there this guy..should i give a nickname..
ermmm...SO..no one will know except for my friend (syuhadaaa)
this SO becoming my friend on the social website..
turn up he is from my school..
eventually we start smsing..
haha..n i turn up goood, i think..
cuz for a second there i thought im in love again..
it a big thing cuz i hve a hard time falling in love.
after my first ever broken heart..
eventhough we never ever date..
n eventually SO ask for my love...
haha..i freak out for a second there n then realise that i dont want to be a couple..
i just want to be 'just me'...
n its hard cuz SO really think i like him..
bcuz of 'the till midnight smsing...'
n i do like him for a second...
then im not....i know...
im soo bad...i shouldnt do that..
do i still have feeling to my first ever broken heart person??
that i cnt accept anybody else accept him...im terrified..
i cant hurt his feeling as because i would just be like the one who broke my heart..
or l will just say it nicely..
i can do this!!!
how bout the =
NO COUPLE TILL SPM!!
haha..i keeping the promise..
wish me luck..:p
Thursday, April 22, 2010
scandal ? :))
scandal3x
cool huh??
thats what me n my friend loove bout..
not that we have a scandal..
its about other people scandal that makes its all fun..:))
with the right knowledge and the right sources,,
we can find scandal preety easy...
several example that happen in my school lately..
the teachers also interested in knowing scandal
~ ckgu roxy n freakio~
and some of the student elsewell...
~ mel n kiki lala~
~the double F~
~syu n LZF n flirt ~ haha..sorry :))
and other that not yet been discovered,,
but we will find them..
keep an eagle's eye too us..haha..
8)) tada!!
cool huh??
thats what me n my friend loove bout..
not that we have a scandal..
its about other people scandal that makes its all fun..:))
with the right knowledge and the right sources,,
we can find scandal preety easy...
several example that happen in my school lately..
the teachers also interested in knowing scandal
~ ckgu roxy n freakio~
and some of the student elsewell...
~ mel n kiki lala~
~the double F~
~syu n LZF n flirt ~ haha..sorry :))
and other that not yet been discovered,,
but we will find them..
keep an eagle's eye too us..haha..
8)) tada!!
how should i lie ?
this year is all gone from fun to disaster..
i woul consider myself being hate by SSS.he just a bomb waiting to explode..
wait a minute, im a bomb waiting to explode..
if he tries to make fun of me again..
im going to smack his face n it will not look like his face..
got it? :((
n teacher was very mad at him n he hav to sign the borang slh laku..
then, i feel terriblely bad..i dont want him to get in trouble..
well the borang settle it..:))
that night i have tuition class with him n he said something in chinese
it was like ....aiman....pecat.....
i noe what he said..
it will probably mean like
me n aiman want sir to pecat her as pengerusi right now..
i said that because aiman was mad at me also the same day..
i was exploding on the inside!!!
The next day,
Aiman was still mad and so did SSS..
but like i care..he wouldnt touch me or anything
cuz im not as weak as he would think..you pig!!
soo..i was mad also but the other night..
soo i told syuhada bout the pecat thing n she said aiman refuse to do that..
how could i accuse aiman..she my friend!!
n talking bout aiman..she planning on going out with this boy..
i think she losing her mind..ish3 aq nie..haha
n she told her parent well at least her mom that she hav classes..
n then her mom called me and ask me where she is??
i was terrified to death..i can feel my heart beating as fast as F1 car
n she said 'if there any class going on at school??'
n i said 'no.(still terrified)..i dont think s0'
then..there were a slight pause..
she she said ' nvm..thankyou'
n then i hung up..n after that i feel terrible..
i should hv lied but i cant cuz im not good at it..
soo..i texted her mom n said ' maybe she at poetry class'
then i called aiman n told her evrything..
i know she did a bad thing cuz she lied..
but im trying to save her butt this time!!ergghh..idiot me..
that all laa..hope shell be allright..
day by day passed by..
aq nk g cycling n g released tension kat pantai..
with shahida n shafikah.,,haha..
will always have fun..
tada :))
i woul consider myself being hate by SSS.he just a bomb waiting to explode..
wait a minute, im a bomb waiting to explode..
if he tries to make fun of me again..
im going to smack his face n it will not look like his face..
got it? :((
n teacher was very mad at him n he hav to sign the borang slh laku..
then, i feel terriblely bad..i dont want him to get in trouble..
well the borang settle it..:))
that night i have tuition class with him n he said something in chinese
it was like ....aiman....pecat.....
i noe what he said..
it will probably mean like
me n aiman want sir to pecat her as pengerusi right now..
i said that because aiman was mad at me also the same day..
i was exploding on the inside!!!
The next day,
Aiman was still mad and so did SSS..
but like i care..he wouldnt touch me or anything
cuz im not as weak as he would think..you pig!!
soo..i was mad also but the other night..
soo i told syuhada bout the pecat thing n she said aiman refuse to do that..
how could i accuse aiman..she my friend!!
n talking bout aiman..she planning on going out with this boy..
i think she losing her mind..ish3 aq nie..haha
n she told her parent well at least her mom that she hav classes..
n then her mom called me and ask me where she is??
i was terrified to death..i can feel my heart beating as fast as F1 car
n she said 'if there any class going on at school??'
n i said 'no.(still terrified)..i dont think s0'
then..there were a slight pause..
she she said ' nvm..thankyou'
n then i hung up..n after that i feel terrible..
i should hv lied but i cant cuz im not good at it..
soo..i texted her mom n said ' maybe she at poetry class'
then i called aiman n told her evrything..
i know she did a bad thing cuz she lied..
but im trying to save her butt this time!!ergghh..idiot me..
that all laa..hope shell be allright..
day by day passed by..
aq nk g cycling n g released tension kat pantai..
with shahida n shafikah.,,haha..
will always have fun..
tada :))
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
what a year it has been
hey guys,
have u ever thought that a girl like me would grow up. haha.. in fact. i just did..im nearly 7 teen..it really weird when i read my previous post n thinking how much had i grown this year..ermm..my life..obviously i will have my real big exam this year..it is SPM..the most thrilling n exciting exam of the year!!if i mess this i mess up my life..haha..i wont have my dream job n end up swinging my legs..haha..its mean noo job..haha..but to think bout it..it just a matter of time n i have soo much experience..i will miss school next year n i wont doubt it..i gonna miss doing note (like i do now) haha..n of course hanging out with my friend..im trying to enjoy the present know..as i know we all will go our separate ways..n by that time i will definite looking forward for the reunion cuz i had spend my entire high school life with all of them n i know im gonna miss them..
woahh..im totally had become serious since my last post..haha..but i still have a lits of fun..i just done with the GEOPARK FAIR..its an international event n we dance there..what a time i had with the teknik boys n the tungku putra girls n of course my school girls..we did a hard routine that can make ur butt feel numb..haha..but i enjoyed it..my school life is the same n my love life is hopeless..haha..thats it i guess..till next year..hahaha...
10 A+ for SPM!!
i cant do it
like my dad always say
'stop worrying n start studying'
haha,, :))
have u ever thought that a girl like me would grow up. haha.. in fact. i just did..im nearly 7 teen..it really weird when i read my previous post n thinking how much had i grown this year..ermm..my life..obviously i will have my real big exam this year..it is SPM..the most thrilling n exciting exam of the year!!if i mess this i mess up my life..haha..i wont have my dream job n end up swinging my legs..haha..its mean noo job..haha..but to think bout it..it just a matter of time n i have soo much experience..i will miss school next year n i wont doubt it..i gonna miss doing note (like i do now) haha..n of course hanging out with my friend..im trying to enjoy the present know..as i know we all will go our separate ways..n by that time i will definite looking forward for the reunion cuz i had spend my entire high school life with all of them n i know im gonna miss them..
woahh..im totally had become serious since my last post..haha..but i still have a lits of fun..i just done with the GEOPARK FAIR..its an international event n we dance there..what a time i had with the teknik boys n the tungku putra girls n of course my school girls..we did a hard routine that can make ur butt feel numb..haha..but i enjoyed it..my school life is the same n my love life is hopeless..haha..thats it i guess..till next year..hahaha...
10 A+ for SPM!!
i cant do it
like my dad always say
'stop worrying n start studying'
haha,, :))
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
a brief of my entire form 4 life started from the new year till now!!!!
Im form 4 already..thats mean im 16..whoa..so fast time fly..it was like yesterday i got my UPsR result n now my PMR result..whoa..okey..my life..erm..started up pretty good..i got a good class..good class teacher..good classmate..n i got myself being 'kaki jln' with syuhada...haha..she got a bad girl image but she actually pretty nice n crazy..like me..sometimes im afraid that im not up to her standard but now i thnk we been a very good buddy n that dun worry me anymore..about the subjects..its soooo damn hard..n i was thought that i cannot survive form 3 but believe me..we cant survive form 4 without the brain n the time..luckily i got the brain..huhu..n soo not have the time..im soo busy with my dancing career n some other school activities...
Talking bout activities n my dancing career..i got a major performance in my hand..n i became more n more famous in that school..cool huh??haha..but i actually dont care..haha..really??nooo..i care..haha..n i just went to the state level dance competition n actually got third place..soo sad..we were very good actually..but they just think we are to good 4 the next competition..idiots!!!n my family went to watch the competition n kedah didnt win..haaaaahh...in ur face!!!!o0kay..enough bout this...cuz it annoy me soooooo bad!!!i like to shoutttt out loud n tell them that we work our ass off for this competition,,n the winner is not that good..wrong choice of music..they should be disqualified!!
Futhermore,waaahhh..im improving my english right now!!haha...n we will celebrating ramandhan in a few days..waaaahh..sooo cant wait..it will be soo cool when everybody would fast except for the non-muslim larh...but looking through the window and found out that everybody wake up early for sahur..its just soo fun n my mom would cook delicious food for me n my family..n there will be only the three of us in the house..my mom,my dad n me!!being the 'ank tunggal' but definitely not being brat at all...
N my exam..gosh...the pre mid year is soo easy n when it come to the mid yeah exam..i almost die on my seat..hahaha..for the first time in my life,..i failed!!!!!!!!!!the first time!!im so sad..i totally dont want to look at the red colour pen on my report card..pity me!!!but everything got what that called in english,,ahhhh,,,'hikmah',,..yeah..everybody not perfect..including me...now the pre final exam is coming on 16,17 n 18 August..n i dont read a thing..haha..
My life is just as the old one..im becoming more feminine now..i noe im a little bit tomboyish when it come to talking..even my friend call me 'dude'..haha..thanks ashraaf!!but now im a little feminine n pretty good in styling..haha..i wanna look good now..stand out of the crowd baby!!hhaha,..n i have a lot of tuition classes..well if u have 10 subjects,tuition is what u need...seriously..or u will be very left out..haha...im just trying to become single as long as possible..i can do it..dont worry..n in fact..im a loyal person!!haha...im loyal to one and only..my god!!
I think that all..i know i should be telling it briefly but im having fun writing this blog..haha..haha..that all bout my sweet sixteen life..nothing interesting actually but i love it soooo much n never want to replace it...
thats all..
bye2
till we meet again!!haha..
Talking bout activities n my dancing career..i got a major performance in my hand..n i became more n more famous in that school..cool huh??haha..but i actually dont care..haha..really??nooo..i care..haha..n i just went to the state level dance competition n actually got third place..soo sad..we were very good actually..but they just think we are to good 4 the next competition..idiots!!!n my family went to watch the competition n kedah didnt win..haaaaahh...in ur face!!!!o0kay..enough bout this...cuz it annoy me soooooo bad!!!i like to shoutttt out loud n tell them that we work our ass off for this competition,,n the winner is not that good..wrong choice of music..they should be disqualified!!
Futhermore,waaahhh..im improving my english right now!!haha...n we will celebrating ramandhan in a few days..waaaahh..sooo cant wait..it will be soo cool when everybody would fast except for the non-muslim larh...but looking through the window and found out that everybody wake up early for sahur..its just soo fun n my mom would cook delicious food for me n my family..n there will be only the three of us in the house..my mom,my dad n me!!being the 'ank tunggal' but definitely not being brat at all...
N my exam..gosh...the pre mid year is soo easy n when it come to the mid yeah exam..i almost die on my seat..hahaha..for the first time in my life,..i failed!!!!!!!!!!the first time!!im so sad..i totally dont want to look at the red colour pen on my report card..pity me!!!but everything got what that called in english,,ahhhh,,,'hikmah',,..yeah..everybody not perfect..including me...now the pre final exam is coming on 16,17 n 18 August..n i dont read a thing..haha..
My life is just as the old one..im becoming more feminine now..i noe im a little bit tomboyish when it come to talking..even my friend call me 'dude'..haha..thanks ashraaf!!but now im a little feminine n pretty good in styling..haha..i wanna look good now..stand out of the crowd baby!!hhaha,..n i have a lot of tuition classes..well if u have 10 subjects,tuition is what u need...seriously..or u will be very left out..haha...im just trying to become single as long as possible..i can do it..dont worry..n in fact..im a loyal person!!haha...im loyal to one and only..my god!!
I think that all..i know i should be telling it briefly but im having fun writing this blog..haha..haha..that all bout my sweet sixteen life..nothing interesting actually but i love it soooo much n never want to replace it...
thats all..
bye2
till we meet again!!haha..
wooaaahh..its been toooo long..
HEY...its been toooo long since i last write this blog..haha..n in this blog i did say bout my exam right..wellll!!!great news!!!!i got 7A 1B...cool huh???haha..i even cried that day..so unbelieveable..now im form 4..its been 8 month..my class is 4sT 1..its a pure science class..n now my life is miserable enough..that guy i told u about is gone!!not dead but gone..it really sad but i just have to get through it..he didnt like me!!just get over it najmin..ull be fine..that all..
love everybody who read this!!!
muahxxx!!!haha..
bye2..
love everybody who read this!!!
muahxxx!!!haha..
bye2..
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