AFS experience..

It have been a week since i went to the interview..

it was awesome.

what i really want to gain is experience.

the first thing i remember is that the night before it was crucial..

i was terrified as it is.

i even wrote the thing that i plan to talk in the interview..haha..

the interview : 22 June 2010

2.00-5.00 pm

I first arrived there with my mom..

i sit there doing nothing and was holding my certificate along.

i saw a lot of people that i think is very very educated.

theres people coming from MRSM , Science school.

they are all very high compared to a normal school student like me..

i was very humble and alone because i'm the only one from Langkawi..

then, they started to play games..and we got along pretty fine actually.

and the games were fun too..i have soo much fun..

then, when its time..they called my name...

i remembered myself jumping and fixing my scarf before i enter...

it was heart-stomping moment....i was afraid...

then i start knocking on the door..i saw three interviewer and they were all looking at me..

i get in and give my best smile..:D

then they ask me question as follow :

interviewer

najmin

hi..

hi, nice to meet u..

ermm..najmin, what do you know about the history of AFS?

*GULP* i know that AFS is all about sharing and respecting people..i also know that AFS started after the 9/11 accident and they tried to close the barrier between the muslim community

(i know this bcuz i watch the FIELD TRIP USA):D

hurm..ok..why we should pick you?

you should pick me because as the traditional dancer, i have the talent and the determination to be one of the exchange student.

what do you know about the culture of other races?

do you know that every sregion in Malaysia have it own traditional dance? like in Kedah, we have Jerai, Layang Mas and Ayam Didik..i also know the indian dance which is the Barathanatyam and the chinese which is the Lion dance. through food, the indian have the Murukku and the chinese have the Mooncake..

what do you know about the mooncake festival?

*double gulp* i know on that day they ate a lot of mooncake..

(ouch ! mess up pretty bad here!)

are you open-minded?

yes. i think..because i come from a very supporting family. they really open minded about anything. so yeah.. i am open minded..

(she look clueless after listening to me..oh no!)

najmin..what if your host family have a dog? what will you do as a muslim?

i just have to tell them that i can't touch the dog. i can only touch the dog if we both dry.

what if they don't understand?

i just have to tell them and if they do nothing about the matter. i just have to stay away from the dog.( laughing)

then, what if your host family eats pork, then wash the utensil then cook meal for u??

i would just have to explain to them on the beginning about my religion. i respect my religion and i hope they will too. if they don't understand, i just have to find other food to eat..if there are none.."DARURAT"

what if your host family when to church and ask you to follow?

it would be okay if i just follow, but if they ask me to sing or anything. i won't do it.

ermm..do you want to see picture..

(i showed them my dad picture)

my dad is an English teacher in SMT Langkawi

(them my mom studio)

my mom have a lot of traditional costume that can be rent..

(and all my dancing picture)

that all..

then, i went back to the waiting room and enjoys more games..

it a wonderful experience..

it will be better if i get selected..

i always one to be an exchange student...i will keep praying..,

dont know if i get in..:D

its three days until my AFS interview..

It have been 2 week since the start of my school holidays.

i definitely have a blast :)

right now im going to focuz bout my interview.

what are my preparation??

i prepared myself with a long speech..

i can write but im just too afraid if i cant speak as well as im writing..

the word just dont come out in my head..

im also try by practicing my speech infront my sister, friends (they are very helpful ) and even my webcam..haha..

im just very afraid..i will tell u guys how it went..

its my first ever interview and it scares the crap out of me...

' hope i can be a person that can create a peaceful bond between my countries and other countries with different cultural and languages'

how i want it soo bad..

*sigh*

keep praying......

im 17..can i get my driving license now?haha..

wuhhoo..
its the best birthday ever,,
i got tons of wishes that i appreciate soo much..
n my mak long gave me a watch fir my birthday...
splendid - its casio,,n its purple n its all i ever wanted..haha
n my mom..she gave me a new phone..its LG KM555e..with wifi,,
im so grateful..now what im going to do is to A's my exam.,.haha
my dad gave me a RM5o note,,i gave it to my mom cuz she buy me a new phone..haha
n my bestfwen show up on my birthday n so did SO..
he gave me a teddy bear kowt..great..haha..chomel..
n fildza gave me a stuffed monkey which is also cute..
he take it from the sheraton hotel for free cuz his dad work there..

its good to be seventeen..
cuz i can have my driving license..haha
but my mum n dad insist me on getting it after my SPM..
gosh,,its like monthhss from now..
i cant bare it..haha..but my mom had taught me a little about cars..
haha..i just cant wait..im getting olderrrrr...

it my mid year exam..
gosh..so harddd..
it easy on the first day cuz its only got bahasa..
then on the second day it is sejarah (history!!)
its sooo harddd...it think ill fail..
n the have bio n chemistry n physic n bla bla bla..
my mind right now is soo blank..fuckk..
butim confident i can get full A on my SPM..
u just wait n see...

that all..
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NAJMIN...:))
haha..geez,,.thanks myself..
tata :))

should i or should i not ?

hurmmm..
have u ever in a situation where u hving second thought
or should i say, second feeling..
hv ever have someone mke u feel soo happy.
n the next day u feel soo not happy..
just like a friend who u hv that was soo fun to be friend with..
n the next day. u feel soo different
it just an example okay !
haha..i know..that how life ought to be..

hving relationship????
or having great result??
will u or will u not focus if u in a relationship??
u will nvr figure it out..

haha..im trying to give question as i move along to the story..
ehurrm (clear throat)
there this guy..should i give a nickname..
ermmm...SO..no one will know except for my friend (syuhadaaa)
this SO becoming my friend on the social website..
turn up he is from my school..
eventually we start smsing..
haha..n i turn up goood, i think..
cuz for a second there i thought im in love again..
it a big thing cuz i hve a hard time falling in love.
after my first ever broken heart..
eventhough we never ever date..
n eventually SO ask for my love...
haha..i freak out for a second there n then realise that i dont want to be a couple..
i just want to be 'just me'...
n its hard cuz SO really think i like him..
bcuz of 'the till midnight smsing...'
n i do like him for a second...
then im not....i know...
im soo bad...i shouldnt do that..
do i still have feeling to my first ever broken heart person??
that i cnt accept anybody else accept him...im terrified..

i cant hurt his feeling as because i would just be like the one who broke my heart..
or l will just say it nicely..
i can do this!!!

how bout the =
NO COUPLE TILL SPM!!
haha..i keeping the promise..
wish me luck..:p

scandal ? :))

scandal3x
cool huh??
thats what me n my friend loove bout..
not that we have a scandal..
its about other people scandal that makes its all fun..:))
with the right knowledge and the right sources,,
we can find scandal preety easy...
several example that happen in my school lately..

the teachers also interested in knowing scandal
~ ckgu roxy n freakio~

and some of the student elsewell...
~ mel n kiki lala~
~the double F~
~syu n LZF n flirt ~ haha..sorry :))

and other that not yet been discovered,,
but we will find them..
keep an eagle's eye too us..haha..

8)) tada!!

how should i lie ?

this year is all gone from fun to disaster..
i woul consider myself being hate by SSS.he just a bomb waiting to explode..
wait a minute, im a bomb waiting to explode..
if he tries to make fun of me again..
im going to smack his face n it will not look like his face..
got it? :((
n teacher was very mad at him n he hav to sign the borang slh laku..
then, i feel terriblely bad..i dont want him to get in trouble..
well the borang settle it..:))
that night i have tuition class with him n he said something in chinese
it was like ....aiman....pecat.....
i noe what he said..
it will probably mean like
me n aiman want sir to pecat her as pengerusi right now..
i said that because aiman was mad at me also the same day..
i was exploding on the inside!!!

The next day,

Aiman was still mad and so did SSS..
but like i care..he wouldnt touch me or anything
cuz im not as weak as he would think..you pig!!
soo..i was mad also but the other night..
soo i told syuhada bout the pecat thing n she said aiman refuse to do that..
how could i accuse aiman..she my friend!!
n talking bout aiman..she planning on going out with this boy..
i think she losing her mind..ish3 aq nie..haha
n she told her parent well at least her mom that she hav classes..
n then her mom called me and ask me where she is??
i was terrified to death..i can feel my heart beating as fast as F1 car
n she said 'if there any class going on at school??'
n i said 'no.(still terrified)..i dont think s0'
then..there were a slight pause..
she she said ' nvm..thankyou'
n then i hung up..n after that i feel terrible..
i should hv lied but i cant cuz im not good at it..
soo..i texted her mom n said ' maybe she at poetry class'
then i called aiman n told her evrything..
i know she did a bad thing cuz she lied..
but im trying to save her butt this time!!ergghh..idiot me..
that all laa..hope shell be allright..

day by day passed by..
aq nk g cycling n g released tension kat pantai..
with shahida n shafikah.,,haha..
will always have fun..

tada :))

what a year it has been

hey guys,

have u ever thought that a girl like me would grow up. haha.. in fact. i just did..im nearly 7 teen..it really weird when i read my previous post n thinking how much had i grown this year..ermm..my life..obviously i will have my real big exam this year..it is SPM..the most thrilling n exciting exam of the year!!if i mess this i mess up my life..haha..i wont have my dream job n end up swinging my legs..haha..its mean noo job..haha..but to think bout it..it just a matter of time n i have soo much experience..i will miss school next year n i wont doubt it..i gonna miss doing note (like i do now) haha..n of course hanging out with my friend..im trying to enjoy the present know..as i know we all will go our separate ways..n by that time i will definite looking forward for the reunion cuz i had spend my entire high school life with all of them n i know im gonna miss them..

woahh..im totally had become serious since my last post..haha..but i still have a lits of fun..i just done with the GEOPARK FAIR..its an international event n we dance there..what a time i had with the teknik boys n the tungku putra girls n of course my school girls..we did a hard routine that can make ur butt feel numb..haha..but i enjoyed it..my school life is the same n my love life is hopeless..haha..thats it i guess..till next year..hahaha...

10 A+ for SPM!!
i cant do it
like my dad always say
'stop worrying n start studying'
haha,, :))