Final October 2013

Its the end of semester 4! well, almost. How I wish I can say that right now. 1 more final paper and I'm outta here. I can't believe it is ending. Felt like yesterday I was so busy packing for the return to this university and now I'm going back again. How funnnnn!

Dear future me,
Don't ever forget how stressful it is to get that one roll of diploma and now go to work like you meant it, hehe. tak sabaq nak kerja,

I have 5 paper this semester. Finished all 4. 1 more. Biology. Why they always let the reading subject to be the last one. I'm sooo tired of reading. I will be so excited to go home to even care about biology but I can't fool around. Need to maintain that cgpa if I wanna be who I wanna be. And that is still the question? Hang nak jadi apa Najmin?

I have so many things to do in life. I have a list. Of things I wanna do. I know that will surprise you that I have a list because if you know me, I let thing go by just the way it is. Never expect things to be like I want it to be. Just don't want to get my hope so high for it to fall and crash and burned. You get the point. But I do. 

I am right now as I am writing is struggling really hard to read my biology. Just finished my physics paper today so my head is kinda in need of a rest but na'ah. I NEED TO READ. oh well. Sleeping pattern already changed though. Its 4am now as I'm writing this and I'm sure after subuh baru nak tidoq ni and who knows what time I'll wake up tomorrow. hehe. Teruk. 

Got a news a few day ago. Turned up I'm going to be president of Taming Sari next semester. I don't know why they give that position to me though. I am honoured, really but I'm scared as well. I hope the responsibility is something I can handle. I hope being the Pengerusi Kelab Kebudayaan SMK. Mahsuri will help me being the president for this cultural group in this university. I wish. 

Soo, I gotta do more biology reading and then off to bed. Thanks for reading. Whoever you are. :)

NajminRoslan